Day 149

Today I spent the day going through my apt..deciding what i need to throw away..and stuff i want to keep. I woke up still pretty upset from the game last night. Just so frustrated with how i played..so i had kind of a down day..thats all was able to think about. Then we met to watch the game..which i was not looking forward to..i just want to move on from it..but it was good to see where i made my mistakes and where i need to make adjustments. Basically I have come to the conclusion that i need to just trust that i know what im doing and know im good at what i do. I need to not overthink and stress myself out..but play relaxed but focused. So we had practice tonight.. Sara didnt practice..she was sick..and Miyuki didnt practice cause her shoulder was understandibly sore and inflammed from last night..and Josephine wasnt at practice because she was "tired"..which is so incredibly frustrating i cant even tell you. WE ARE ALL TIRED..Ya its hard to have practice after a game..but the rest of us showed up, and we are in PLAYOFFS now..and practice doesnt really work without your setter ya know..anyway practice was kind of slow..i got home and talked to Britt for awhile on skype..and Ive been watching March Madness!! And the Zags just won yaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO ZAGS:) The picture was really good the whole game too..so really happy about that:) I have them going to the sweet 16..so beating Illinois on Saturday and then losing to North Carolina..we'll see:) Anyway..so its 3am now..so im gonna head to bed..i have some stuff to do tommorow..laundry, grocery store, clean and pack for the weekend. Ooh my friend Mark is definetely coming to my game on Saturday..so im excited! Havent seen him since Paris..so It'll be fun..well im gonna try and sleep now..More Later!
xoxo Kerri