Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Day 148

Today we had practice for an hour..just like 5 of us..it was pretty good though. then i came home..made my lunch/dinner... packed my bag and headed to Sofies work to eat with the team. Then we had our game..we lost. I played horrible. Like really bad..Im so dissapointed and frustrated by the way that i played. But I dont have much time to be frustrated..ive let alot of it go..I was way more pissed right after the game..and at the fact that we have to clean the gym right after our game..which is hard when we lose and i dont feel like interacting with anyone..ahh all i want to do is go to the locker room..take off my shit and go home..but we clean the gym then wait around for awhile..then go to the locker room and have a "quick recap" of the game..which wasn't so "quick" tonight..So i walked home from the gym..my ipod blaring.. If anyone would have approached me i wouldve felt sorry for them..All that couldve topped this night off would have been if i would have slipped on the way home, but i didnt. So Im more focused now..that the night has ended..on practice tommorow and in making more changes before our game on Saturday. One thing at a time..so first, practice tommorow. I talked to Steve my agent tonight on skype and he said he hasnt found me a team yet, but he just put my new video on our website..so I asked him what i should do cause we are done playing soon..and he said basically that I should wait around until he has found me a team to tryout for..He has absolutely no timeline..so I have no idea what the hell Im gonna do..or if I need to change my flight or what+ Ahh and there is nothing i can do..i just have to trust that he will find me a team and sooon! So i think Im gonna go visit my friends in Stockholm who play for a team in our league:) Then maybe visit Mark, my friend I went to Paris with:) Then maybe go visit Britty..and hopefully by then..Steve will have found me a team..aah i hate not knowing!! Anyway im talking to andrew no on skype..looking for flights to austria and watching ally mcbeal on tv:) Its 215 though and im getting sleepy..so More Later!
xoxo Kerri

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